There Is No Code — Only Return

For so long, I lived with this feeling: If I could just do one more thing — One more healing. One more journal entry. One more modality, course, breath, breakthrough…

Then it would click.

Then I would be whole. Then I would find the thing that finally sets me free.

I thought there was a code. A formula. A secret sequence to crack the mystery of why I still ached, why I still felt just out of reach from peace.

But the truth is — There is no code. Only return.

Every book, every teacher, every pain that brought me to my knees… they were never the answer. They were the breadcrumbs.

They weren’t doors — just signs. And they all pointed in one direction: Home.

Home to the part of me I abandoned when I learned to perform healing instead of receiving it. Home to the part of me that didn’t need to be fixed — only felt. Home to the sanctuary within, the softness I always sought in others.

This is the moment I stopped seeking. And I started remembering.

Not how to be better. But how to be here.

If you’re still searching for the code — Let this be your permission to rest. There’s nothing wrong with you. There’s nothing missing. There’s only return.

Healing in the Highlands

October 21–26, 2025

www.akhealingretreats.com

With love,

Alana

Breathings of the Heart